sighhh i think i'm getting flu:( and i've been coughing away. *gags* and i'm feeling so sleepy and tired the whole day though i really slpt a lot.

and i cant concentrate on my tutorials.. i know i'll be losing sleep once the projs come in. got 10 at least:( big and small projs and presentations. sigghhhh

i've been thinking about a lot of things i wanna do and i know i actually wun get down to doing it.. i'm such a lazy ass..:(

yesterday i heard a grp of guys behind me talking abt first class honours.. everyone's like kinda aiming for that.. i know..

it makes me think.. we come from so many diff schs with all kinds of results and we end up studying in the same uni and getting the same degree and getting the same kind of job... where has the effort that i have put in trying to score As gone to?? down the drain?? it's so tiring to put in effort all the way from scratch again cos the uni degree is wad counts right??

and everyone takes electives cos its easy to score not cos they like it.. sighh

my teacher says if we work in big four next time we will hafta work 16 hrs a day including sat and sun.. will i end up like that??:(:( and i guess that's precisely why she quit and took up a teaching job instead...