flaunt it.

lundi, mai 02, 2005

oh man.. the stress is creeping up on me. i've never really felt stressed before in my entire life.
i guess i'm those sort who takes things very easy.. dun really care, i think i wasnt even stressed during o levels or exams. i always hear pple saying they're stressed.. i never really understood..but now, for the first time in jc life, i feel there are lots of things for me to accomplish. For school work alone, there's two whole years of syllabus to go thru for each subject.. and i'm the stupid sort who needs to go thru every topic again. how to get everything into my puny brain? put academics aside.. there are also a whole lot of cca commitments. they're like choking me to death.. everytime i go to sch or switch on the com i'll be constantly reminding myself wad i have to do for my cca. and there's a hell lot to do.. so much planning for campfire and training camp. wad's worse i'm scared that all my efforts will go down the drain due to the lack of participants. why issit that i work so hard and still there's a lack of pple joining us? i'm really getting sick of all these yet i cannot quit. and the whole cca is jus so screwed.. some pple jus wanna slack and i feel bad if i start slacking.. the teacher's also further adding pressure on us.. similarly for the seniors....my mum is also unhappy abt everything- my results my cca my "going out too often", my "coming back too late".. my bro constantly taunting me for my bad results and fatness... urgh...
my table's in a mess and i cant even be bothered to clear it up.. let the worksheets pile up man i dun care....

7:41 PM